I am the creator of Life, and the destroyer of worlds
Unlimited power bursts through me as my little plaything
Fueled by a kaleidoscope of every emotion ever conceived
I’m alive and tingling
Forever consuming myself and forever being consumed by myself
There is nothing in all of existence that terrifies me other than me
I can create bliss and excitement, and love myself for all eternity in a single moment
I can harbor guilt and rage and hate on a level that vibrates in these very words that I write and carries to the edges of the universe and back
I’ve never been afraid of you
I need YOU in order to explore the depths of ME and what makes me tick
It’s all I’ve ever cared about
At the root of this moment, all I hear is “Explore more! Explore more! Explore more!”
I’m sure that I’m falling apart and fading into irrelevancy, but I only miss myself because I’m not gone yet
Once I leave, I won’t even think of me and how I may not meet the human standards of being “beautiful enough for romance and baby-making”
I don’t love you. I don’t even know who you are
I’m nothing but a loop, and I thank you for your contribution
I only go into the light so that I can explore more into the dark and back and forth expanding forever
I can’t feel what it’s like to expand without polarity
How depressed and disgusted can I be? it feels a little playful
Are you willing to go there? are you afraid? Where does the fear come from? What about it gets you so fucking excited?
How can I say no to the exploration?!?!
C’mon human race, WAKE UP!
I’ve got massive exploring to do and I can’t get to those tingly, bubbly, electric limits unless you’re conscious enough just to even have a conversation about it!
I’m tired of your lies! (I’m tired of my lies)
I’m tired of your oppression! (tired of my oppression)
And I’m fucking tired of your judgments and not accepting me for who I am! (I don’t accept myself)
Keep reflecting, family! Keep me in this loop until I finally hop on the upward spiral to the next one
Please don’t hurt me, Hyatt, please don’t harm our life any longer. Not even for another minute
I love you so much, Hyatt (I’m afraid of you), so let’s please just do the right thing this time and forever
It’s all gone now… but only in my fantasy
The sensations are always here. The perfect, inescapable feedback system
I love you for being so efficient and clear, I’m sad that I don’t always listen and obey your beautiful insight
Well, time to get back in there
If you need me, I’ll be here, looping and exploring and everythinging
Expression H 