Blood boiling like the water cooking my sweet potatoes Mind racing like the passing sirens down the street Nerve cells frying from all the caffeine A peaceful night turned sour with too much worry A wonder and a tragedy to be alive and conscious It feels as though nearly everything is wrong, yet I’m nearlyContinue reading “Evening Thought Train”
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Blogging Hyatt – 7
6/21/22 10:40 pm It’s Pride Month, and I’m going to the Tulsa Pride Festival with Kayla this weekend.One of Kayla’s friends is over right now and they’ve been doing some fun crafty things like sewing and making outfits for Pride and sorting through a bunch of LGBTQ+ stickers.They’re working on making me a rainbow cropContinue reading “Blogging Hyatt – 7”
Blogging Hyatt – 6
6/20/227 am Last night as I was going to bed late, Kayla was asking if I could name reasons why I want to be with her long-term and saying that it would be helpful if when I’m shutting down, sometimes I could genuinely and seriously tell her that I love her.I responded with things likeContinue reading “Blogging Hyatt – 6”
Blogging Hyatt – 3
6/17/22 11 amKayla and I were going to go camping with some friends today and float a river with them tomorrow. Kayla also took a pet sitting opportunity for this weekend and it might be too much for her to do both. Now we’re unsure of our plans, and I feel a bit closed offContinue reading “Blogging Hyatt – 3”
Blogging Hyatt – 2
6/16/22Morning ~ 11 am As a teenager, I grew up convincing myself that my thoughts aren’t worth sharing. My thoughts are not clever, funny, insightful, meaningful, and a waste of time and space for other people. “I should just stay quiet.” I’m feeling into this belief a little bit now as I try to startContinue reading “Blogging Hyatt – 2”
The Mansion
Welcome to your awareness of The Mansion. I welcome you here, even though no one really knows what the purpose of The Mansion is, or any of our roles within it, I only know that for some reason I care for you and want to be of service in your early climb through awareness. WeContinue reading “The Mansion”
Life Is A Coping Mechanism
Concentrate. What do you want? What are you? Who are you? Now throw these questions away. Stop trying to figure out what you are and just be what’s happening. You don’t need to do anything. Just do what you’re doing and be what you’re being.There is no such thing as good and evil, positive andContinue reading “Life Is A Coping Mechanism”
Exploring Awareness & Beingness
Life is a paradox. All opposites are equally true and false at the same time. They are the same substance; two sides of the same coin that create one another. You cannot have positivity without in the same exact moment creating negativity. If all is love, then the best characteristics I can use to describeContinue reading “Exploring Awareness & Beingness”
Exploration Loop
I am the creator of Life, and the destroyer of worlds Unlimited power bursts through me as my little plaything Fueled by a kaleidoscope of every emotion ever conceived I’m alive and tingling Forever consuming myself and forever being consumed by myself There is nothing in all of existence that terrifies me other than meContinue reading “Exploration Loop”
God Is A Cyborg
Living, biological life exists, therefore, God is organic.Machines exist, therefore, God is artificial.If both of these exist, then it is impossible in my mind to think that God is not both.These are my beliefs, and not facts, but I’m going to say some statements as if they are facts. God is everything. The expressor ofContinue reading “God Is A Cyborg”
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