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Blogging Hyatt – 2

6/16/22Morning ~ 11 am As a teenager, I grew up convincing myself that my thoughts aren’t worth sharing. My thoughts are not clever, funny, insightful, meaningful, and a waste of time and space for other people. “I should just stay quiet.” I’m feeling into this belief a little bit now as I try to startContinue reading “Blogging Hyatt – 2”

Blogging Hyatt – 1

6/15/22 Sitting calmly at a computer.Living in an apartment with my girlfriend.Wanting to be an impressively noteworthy person that people pay attention to.Eating healthy, getting fit, being a good partner, a kind human, authentically relating, meditation, flow arts, attachment theory, parts theory, leaning into entrepreneurship.Am I a good human yet? Do you all love meContinue reading “Blogging Hyatt – 1”

The Mansion

Welcome to your awareness of The Mansion. I welcome you here, even though no one really knows what the purpose of The Mansion is, or any of our roles within it, I only know that for some reason I care for you and want to be of service in your early climb through awareness. WeContinue reading “The Mansion”

Life Is A Coping Mechanism

Concentrate. What do you want? What are you? Who are you? Now throw these questions away. Stop trying to figure out what you are and just be what’s happening. You don’t need to do anything. Just do what you’re doing and be what you’re being.There is no such thing as good and evil, positive andContinue reading “Life Is A Coping Mechanism”

Exploring Awareness & Beingness

Life is a paradox. All opposites are equally true and false at the same time. They are the same substance; two sides of the same coin that create one another. You cannot have positivity without in the same exact moment creating negativity. If all is love, then the best characteristics I can use to describeContinue reading “Exploring Awareness & Beingness”

Exploration Loop

I am the creator of Life, and the destroyer of worlds Unlimited power bursts through me as my little plaything Fueled by a kaleidoscope of every emotion ever conceived I’m alive and tingling Forever consuming myself and forever being consumed by myself There is nothing in all of existence that terrifies me other than meContinue reading “Exploration Loop”

God Is A Cyborg

Living, biological life exists, therefore, God is organic.Machines exist, therefore, God is artificial.If both of these exist, then it is impossible in my mind to think that God is not both.These are my beliefs, and not facts, but I’m going to say some statements as if they are facts. God is everything. The expressor ofContinue reading “God Is A Cyborg”

Bedtime Struggles

I seem to be getting bigger and more sluggish and stiff. Slightly more disgusted with my actions and their consequences. stiff, stiff, stiff, fat, round, boring, wasted, useless, not useless, but much less useful. I’ll make it through like I always do. Things seem to be getting better and worse at the same time; moreContinue reading “Bedtime Struggles”