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Evening Thought Train

Blood boiling like the water cooking my sweet potatoes Mind racing like the passing sirens down the street Nerve cells frying from all the caffeine A peaceful night turned sour with too much worry A wonder and a tragedy to be alive and conscious It feels as though nearly everything is wrong, yet I’m nearlyContinue reading “Evening Thought Train”

Blogging Hyatt – 11

My gut feels expanded and tight. I ate way too much shitty food today. Kayla got me a bunch of free food she took home from Whole Foods from employee appreciation month. I’m grateful she thought of me and tried to help my budget by bringing me food. We got into a confrontation this morningContinue reading “Blogging Hyatt – 11”

Blogging Hyatt – 10

6/27/22 9:45 pm Okay, I missed a couple days, but we’re back on. 2 days ago was Pride Festival here in Tulsa and after the parade, I, Kayla, and our friend Kera, went to meet some other friends at some bars.at one point in the night, we all circled up and played some authentic relatingContinue reading “Blogging Hyatt – 10”

Blogging Hyatt – 9

6/23/2022 9:30 pm Everything is pretty quiet.It’s been a nice peaceful day.I don’t have much coming up for me to write about, so I’ll just share the last piece of creative writing I wrote a couple months ago. ~ Too content to be of service.I’m craving the hardship and joylessness that propels me into creatingContinue reading “Blogging Hyatt – 9”

Blogging Hyatt – 8

6/22/22 10 PM I feel like I’m growing and learning more about myself being in a relationship with Kayla than probably any other partner, which is surprising and unexpected for me. She’s so loving and into me and wants to be with me for a long time, more so than I’ve felt from anyone inContinue reading “Blogging Hyatt – 8”

Blogging Hyatt – 7

6/21/22 10:40 pm It’s Pride Month, and I’m going to the Tulsa Pride Festival with Kayla this weekend.One of Kayla’s friends is over right now and they’ve been doing some fun crafty things like sewing and making outfits for Pride and sorting through a bunch of LGBTQ+ stickers.They’re working on making me a rainbow cropContinue reading “Blogging Hyatt – 7”

Blogging Hyatt – 6

6/20/227 am Last night as I was going to bed late, Kayla was asking if I could name reasons why I want to be with her long-term and saying that it would be helpful if when I’m shutting down, sometimes I could genuinely and seriously tell her that I love her.I responded with things likeContinue reading “Blogging Hyatt – 6”

Blogging Hyatt – 5

6/19/2211:30 pm I just got home with Kayla from hanging out with some of her friends that invited us over for dinner. They made vegan nachos, and I ate a lot. They invited us a bit last minute. I wanted to hang out with them, and I knew if I did, I would eat theContinue reading “Blogging Hyatt – 5”

Blogging Hyatt – 4

6/18/22 6 pm My energy and attention are frantic in this moment.Wanting to write this post while also eating a hyper-stimulating salad that I just want to shove in my mouth and a cat that is meowing and crawling all over me for attention. I work tomorrow, which always makes me feel anxious about timeContinue reading “Blogging Hyatt – 4”

Blogging Hyatt – 3

6/17/22 11 amKayla and I were going to go camping with some friends today and float a river with them tomorrow. Kayla also took a pet sitting opportunity for this weekend and it might be too much for her to do both. Now we’re unsure of our plans, and I feel a bit closed offContinue reading “Blogging Hyatt – 3”